Finally it's over. I guess I'm suppose to feel happy right? But that's not the case, I'm just feeling sad, the chances of the current sec4 batch getting together and meeting up will be getting lesser and lesser. These 4years, from a strength of over 15 is now left with 10. These memories are never going to happen again, I guess childhood and teenage years are the best years of time ba. All the activities and fun, the most memorable will be the ophir trip where bonds were forge at the rest point where meals were cooked and shared. I must indeed say a big thank you to all the ALs who had put in the effort to help in every way they can like PLTC and stuffs where lessons were taught and learnt. I mean life goes on, sometimes it's tough hiding feelings. Ask any of the sec4s and they will admit that there's abit of 'she bu de'. But we can't stay there forever, we have to make way for the newer batches and perhaps hope that they will even do better than us.
Ok, enough said. Yesterday's campfire was a success I would say. I guess the laser played a very important role in starting the campfire. Although some of us could not enjoy some parts of the campfire because of the food, but I guess it's worth it. The food was just the right amount I guess, with only a little bit of leftover but at least it's better than not enough. I saw her, we didn't really talk and I know she is still avoiding me, is like 1yr meet once and she is still cold towards me. I guess I made the wrong choice that time in meeting her. It's ok, I understand it will never happen the way I want again. Once a mistake is made, you will never made be able to atone for it again. Just wish her all the best, I guess that's all I can do.
