Got back 7out of 8subjects today, left HCL not back yet. Kind of disappointed/happy with physics and english because I wanted my english to be like B4 at least but I manage only a C5. Physics I wanted a pass and I got it but I miss C5 by 0.9mrks and all I have to do is just to add 1mark to my paper and the overall becomes C5 which allows me to have a chance of getting my L1R5 below 20. Now I am praying very hard for my HCL to get B3 which most likely is impossible as I know that I screwed up both my compo and compre.
Another disappointment is my amaths. I could have gotten an A1 but I got a A2 instead. Last question which I am allow to choose 1out of 2, I chose the graph question base on a simple reason. For fun. I was thinking to myself, coordinate geometry is like so easy this time round and I suspected a trap and also before the exam I thought to myself if the question on coordinate geometry did not come out a parallelogram I will not do. And stupid as it may sounds, that cost me my A1, I got a pathetic 3/12 for my last question. If you take away last question, it will be 61/68. I did the graph for fun even though I knew very well how to do the other question. OMG! I am dumb/extra whatever you call it. It could have been 73/80, I didn't do well for paper 1, scoring a low of 51/80. I am depressed man, I hate myself for losing the chance of getting below 20points because of seeking fun. My dad is going to be very angry with my results and the same thing goes,"how are you going to get into vj like that? with this results you are bringing the name vs down". And then my june holidays will be burnt.
By the way, stupid mother tongue intensive program starts tomorrow. I mean what's the use? Since last year mid-year we have been having this stupid program which I think everyone don't take it seriously. This year the sec3s get a better post-exam programs than us and also this batch of sec3s are also getting alot of various good things, just announced today there are people going for job attachment to thomson medical hospital. But truthfully speaking, this sec3 batch isn't that good whether in terms of cca or academy that's what alot of people says not only me.
Oh ya, liang the silentmugger got 3subjects same marks as me, english and both humans. Since when got such coincidence de? Pri sch is like same class from p5-p6 then sec sch separate 2years and last year back to the same class. Maybe we can go same jc? Don't know but I believe sure different jobs next time, he wants to be a marine biologists and I am confident that he can achieve that while for me, I am still undecided. I want to something related to geog whether it is weather forecasters or geologists but there isn't much opportunities for me to fulfil my dreams in singapore. My brother last time too wanted to become a biologist but gave up because a biologist is difficult to earn anything in singapore. Same goes for me, he has told me that if I were to pursue geog, I must not stay in singapore. Singapore is a good country to live in with it's security but if it comes to pursuing interest I think that singapore is still too small. Just like how 1of the guy got a place in a top music academy but because his appeal to defer NS was rejected, he might have to give up his dreams. I think that if say they are encouraging people to pursue their interests given that they built sports school and arts school then why can't a guy defer NS for just a few years somemore he is going to a top music school in fact best in the world and his future is brightly lit up already. I think if he is skipping NS then he is wrong, but if he is coming back to serve NS after his degree then there's no reason why he can't defer NS to pursue his dreams. His has since send another appeal.
