I got the itenary for geog trip! But what's the use if my dad don't allow me to go? I am still unsure if my dad allows me to go, I have asked Ms sharma to help me write letter and will show it to him tomorrow when I get my report card. I just told my mum that I got 19 for L1R5 and she asked why so high. You see what I meant? But my mum still encourage me to go, and when I try to explain my high L1R5, and said I got 5th, she reply positions don't count. See what I meant again? All the good things I produced are overshadowed by the bad things.
When I told Ms Sharma about my L1R5, she says it's ok, I hope James Ho don't write comments like "winston can still do better", "winston hasn't perform to his best, work harder", "winston should put in extra effort and focus more on his weak subjects". Each time the teacher's comments has a huge impact on me, my dad will pick on the comments like I can still do better and will keep saying that I never try my best, I never do this never do that, never do what he ask me do(he asked me to write compos for my bro/sis to mark), but before the exams I was concentrating on 2main big subjects, Chem and Geog. I don't even have time to memorise everything, how would I have time to do compos and he will say what I could have use the time I use to watch tv like 7-8 and 10-11 to do.
*thousands and one excuses by me will always be fired back with 1sentence, I never work hard enough. Or fired back with millions of reasoning that I never work hard enough.* I wonder what's the use of studying? Gain knowledge? Yeah, how much actually do we know by learning so many things at one go instead of concentrating on 1subject.
