As I probably will be too sad to blog later, I shall blog about it in advance.
As expected, I got double digit for O's. And I am not able to stay in VJ. Why? Why does this happen to me? I can't blame anyone actually, I worked hard but not as hard in prelims so it's natural for me not to do well for O's. The mistakes I reminded myself not to make in prelims, I made it in O's. So who else can I blame but me, me and me?
Nevermind, since it is a sad post, I'm sad, but I shall not talk too much because I do not want those reading my blog to feel sorry for me, or be sad with me or whatever la. I've let my parents and family down so I shall apologise to everyone who have held high hopes for me. Sorry everyone, my family, my teachers, friends, relatives and everyone who have helped me through that period, I'm sorry that I did not meet your expectations, let you all waste all your time and effort on me. I'm just so sorry. Time for me to reflect, once again sorry everyone. I'm hopeless.