hm..today's the 29th day you left me le..I can really tell that you are enjoying your freedom in a way..and sometimes I do feel like if you were with me, you would not be as happy as you are now..perhaps, as I gave you more freedom during your time in SAVE, you got used to not having to commit to another person, thus when I tried to pull you back to me, it felt like I was trying to tie you down..but anw, if given a chance to, I would still give you the same amount of freedom, just that I'd put in more effort to spend time with you by going to you..yup..hm..haha..but we can't go back to the past..and whatever lies in the future is unclear..so yup..I just wanna let you know that you are not undeserving of my love..it's more of you are not ready yet ba..haha..
anw, being tired really helps to relief the brain from thinking too much..but that also mean i can't study much also..lolz..but it's getting better ba..I think..so dun worry, at least I'm starting to read a bit more liao..hopefully won't be too late tho recess wk is ending..zz..
