today's the 18th day you left me..yesterday was Vday and I was very happy when you agreed to let me go your house and give you the bouquet..when I see your smile and heard you saying "v nice..it's the first bouquet I received" I was very happy!! My heart was so warm at that time..then back at your home..you concentrated on doing your work again..hm..talking to me only when it's about your assignment/save..but at least you talked to me..mm..anyway, I know my art really suck, but i really hope you like the newspaper alphabet cutting (know thr's a term for it but can't remember what it's call)..hm..and I was feeling very nice too when you let me massage your tired legs!!! Though you were busy messaging away..but at least when you agreed to let me massage for you, I am already v hpy!! I wan to give you a massage every night if possible..but know that's impossible if I can't win your heart..anw, sometimes when you are smiling at the phone, I know you're probably msging zw..I'm not sure when you reply my msges, do u still smile..coz sometimes, ur msges juz seem v cold and dun feel lyk toking to me at all..maybe becoz u're too tired to reply..I hope it's the latter..
anw, when I heard that zw went up to your house at such late hours, and even stayed downstairs..I could not describe my feelings..again I'm not bad mouthing..but a guy should never make a gal feel guilty by doing this sort of thing..he shld have just taken a cab back...tt's wat i feel..i can really feel his strong methods of chasing you..n I'm pretty sure he is bombarding you with all those sweet stuff everyday..but I really hope you do not fall for it..becoz e more u reply to him, e more likely he is going to continue until he get you..so if you really do not have that kind of feelings for him, u shld draw really clearly the line with permanent marker and refrain from being too warm to him, else it's unlikely tt he will give up..or mayb u do enjoy the way he is treating u now..hm..
