But after I left then we started to message, then your messages slowly turned cold again..until the goodnight message which you said warm your heart a bit..I was so happy to c that!!!!!! But today, just only, when I ask you to smile yi ge..then you are said you are just being indifferent and cannot be possibly be happy everyday..and when I said I wan to be the one to make you smile everyday and be happy everyday, you replied saying you just wan to be independent now..I dunno what you meant by tt..but really, maybe i think too much, but it's a form of rejection I think..which straight away sent my mood to rock bottom again..haizz..laopo, I really love you..and I really don't want to be hurt constantly like this..and you just said "let you know ltr" when I ask you how come your attitude towards me change again when ytd you agreed to let me warm up to you but today you like tt..what do you mean by that?!!

seriously...pls don't reject me like this can...haiz...I won't give up becoz I still love you a lot a lot and still very much want to be with you..this is an unchangeable fact..haiz...laopo, y don't you just give both of us a chance..not asking you to commit now, but give both of us a chance to find back the feeling and close the gap???haiz...i love you..it's the 22nd day since you left me...i can feel myself losing weight becoz this thing literally affected my appetite everyday! =x not blaming you..but juz hope you don't be suddenly hot n cold to me..will fall sick de..and I'm alrdy lovesick..