haiz..i dunno y u're still so uncaring towards how i feel even as a friend..it was the first time I felt some excitement in using my new phone and i sent you my first sms and whatsapp..then you only reply "Lol cool..finally"..I dunno whether that's meant to suan me in a joking manner..if it is, then I'm ok with it coz I know I am always slow to change..but i was hoping you would reply something more positive because afterall it is my both my first sms and whatsapp that I am sending and I chose you..yet either becoz you are just too busy or simply don't care and don't feel a thing..I am once again being left hanging..
I hate to say this, but you really make me feel like dirt at times..that I am not even worth anything and I am just being very 1-sided..keep going to you when you don't even want to care..becoz all you care for is your work at the moment and maybe zw? you probably care about not hurting him more than how you've been hurting me..it's not everytime that I feel this way..but it really sux to get 1liners reply with no meaning and no room for continuation of convo..I can think of a lot of things to crap..but I also need the other person to reciprocate else my creative juices will run out and I will feel like a stupid person being desperate in talking to someone who isn't even interested in toking to me..how should I reply to 2word replies like "haha..orh.." or "orh..haha.." if a person were to keep replying you in this manner, how do you cont any convo with him/her? "mm.." "ok" "lol..no lah" "haha..ok.." if you don't wanna talk to me just say so?don't fu yan me, it hurts a lot more knowing that you reply zw so warmly yet you reply me tis kind of stuff when all that I've crapped to you are not even about our r/s..
FML..I really feel damn fk up at times..it's like I yi xiang qing yuan..seriously, FML
