Hm..since yesterday I jiu never really message you le..tho I am very tired but I don't know why I just can't get you off my mind..it's like I keep thinking and missing you..hoping to receive your msg/watsapp..pardon me but it's really difficult and I am trying le laopo..I know you are happy with your life now without me, so I also don't want to force you further..yup..I know zw has been the one making you happy and that night I've said very hurtful stuff..even though you said you forgive me le..but I think I've hurt you too deeply le..hm..
I know what lies ahead is uncertain, and your feeling may never come back so long as I am not allowed to open your heart and with so many guys wooing you, it's even harder..I am trying very hard not to think about it and let nature takes its course..but I really want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always be there for you any time..you totally deserve my love..I am the one that's undeserving =((..even if I manage to put down this r/s, I doubt I can put down my love for you for it has gone to the stage where I long ago regard you as my true wife le..so I do feel like a widow now in a way..but if somehow you decided to accept me again, I will make sure you won't regret it..that's a promise..I don't make empty promises I am sure you know..coz laopo is muz teng ai de..not make her hurt.....sry>.<
