I know you aren't reading this anymore. Maybe because it doesn't mean anything to you anymore or maybe you are just too busy. But because a lot of things I cannot say to you, I can only say it here. I know you still don't feel like talking to me despite showing your concern about my illness, and you are still being very warm to zw. I don't think I can change that fact unless you literally reject him like how you reject me. I know you enjoy his company, and it's also because of the space which I gave you that allowed him to fill up when I thought you were busy with work.
I know my mistake le, at least I hope you could slowly open up to me? And not continue on with zw. I am not asking you to not be friends with him, but just reject him and not warm up to him? Try treating him like how you have been treating me and see his response? *haha* jk..i know you won't do it..coz you don't wanna hurt him. Anyway, I really hope heaven is on my side to change your mind and feelings soon. Apart from heaven, I don't know who can help me with this already..anw, I am really trying to let go and re-know you as a friend le..but I want let you know that I still love you regardless of whether I've let go.
