it's the 33rd day le..hmm..haiz..I know things can't be forced..you keep saying you want me to be happy..I am trying to..but I think I only want us to be happy together..but like you said, can't be forced..so in life, you juz dun always get what you want don't you?hm..
anyway, you asked me what can you do to cheer me up..I think the answer is pretty obvious isn't it?but I know it can't be done becoz you just dun feel like doing it now..hm..I seriously hope you will come back to me after the term ends..even though I am trying very hard not to think about it so that I won't affect you..but sometimes it's just difficult..even when we were attached, I also keep thinking about you alrdy..hm..how to not think after thinking for 4yrs +?hm..
Anw, I know baking is sth you want to pursue..so it's sth that I'll support you even if we were attached..but I think you should perhaps phrase your words more proper next time..I know your parents can't and won't control what you want to do coz you've grown up but you should still discuss with them your plans..hm..but that's your character..which is sth that I have in me also..I prefer to do things silently and spring surprises to ppl..haha..
anw, I tink juz now zw sent you home again..altho I wanted to ask you very much..but I restrained myself becoz I do not want you to feel like I am stalking you or anyth..this came after you told me not to stay back and wait for you..hm..haha..nvm..dun tink!!!>.<
