Today's the 35th day le..you are not feeling well today but you still went for your cousin's event..I really wanna go see you and send you home..but I am really afraid you will be irritated if I go..haiz..laopo, I still love you as much as ever..I don't know if you were touched by what I've done so far or you just don't feel anything anymore..but I really hate the fact that you are still so warm to zw..I do trust you when you say you do not have that kind of feelings..but I am really scared that him being so relentless, you will fall for it one day..
You might say to each his own..but so far ALL except 2 of my friends (guys + gals) disapprove of the things he has done..I mean of coz to be fair, they also agree that both of us should have communicated more..but really, a genuine friend will never confess when his/her friend is still in a relationship..worse still, being so aggressive..and you being so nice, simply give in to him when he insists on doing things his way..haiz..i dunno man..so far, I've been avoiding getting too close with girls..but yet, I never knew you or rather he got so close to you..haha..I feel like a clown..my life's a joke..hao ba..i shall try and blog less about him..coz it's my blog..not his blog..anyway, just to clarify, the 2 friends who didn't disapprove entirely said they probably will in the first place avoid people who are attached..but I know you went to him first..so ya..
Actually I talk so much here also no use, coz you also won't see, even if you see I dun tink you will feel anything much towards me also..hm..告诉我爱要怎么做？
