tomorrow will be 7x7 49days le..looking back, these 49days, it's definitely the longest period of sadness that I've ever went through..I don't know how long will this continue..but I myself don't want it to continue for too long as well..I wanna stand up after taking such a big blow..
I am trying to let go alrdy..give me time k?meanwhile, I seriously hope u cld juz reply me normally..but I'll try my best not to contact u too much also..mm..becoz i really dun wan you to be so repulsive of me..honestly, maybe if u were more accepting of me..n juz reply me lyk how we used to tok, i might have come to terms sooner..but becoz i'm still trying to get use to the way you reply, tt's prob why i'm still unable to come to terms with it ba..
I know at present, ur feelings for me probably close to 0 le..but i still seriously hope tt one day, you'll give both of us a chance again to make it work..and if that day comes, I'm sure things that have happened, will NOT happen again..becoz a lot of things happen coz of me..so I'm determined to change myself for the better..yup
